Ayyā Medhānandī Bhikkhunī, is the founder and guiding teacher of Sati Sārāņīya Hermitage, a Canadian forest monastery for women in the Theravāda tradition. The daughter of Eastern European refugees who emigrated to Montreal after World War II, she began a spiritual quest in childhood that led her to India, Burma, England, New Zealand, Malaysia, Taiwan, and finally, back to Canada.
2015-10-11 On The Wings of the Breath 17:38 |
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Using the breath to move into the silent space in the heart and attentively following its rhythm, the breath becomes our whole world. We let go of all objects that arise, all thought, as we stay present and aware in the simple current of breathing. In these moments of pure presence, we are planting the priceless seeds of our awakening. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2015-10-04 Softly Close the Gates 30:00 |
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There is so much for us to understand. Preparing yourselves for that unfolding of wisdom, take your rightful seat in a balanced way and follow the path inward. Softly close off all the gates and give your full attention and energy to the mind’s interior exploration – of itself. We are on a wondrous journey! |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2015-08-20 Noble Search and Rescue 46:54 |
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Satipanna Insight Meditation Toronto (SIMT) Retreat |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2015-08-18 Devotion 37:10 |
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Satipanna Insight Meditation Toronto (SIMT) Retreat, Chapin Mill, Batavia, N.Y. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2015-08-17 Take Your Medicine 39:21 |
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Satipanna Insight Meditation Toronto (SIMT) Retreat |
Satipaññā Insight Meditation Toronto |
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2015-08-15 Where is the Enemy? 26:31 |
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The Buddha exhorts us to look within ourselves to find the source of our suffering. A sure method to do this is by training our minds to quieten and be still. From this ungrasping calm, we can see the origin of our suffering and also of our joy. We bring peace to our hearts. So simple – and not so easy – but definitely doable. So we begin now. A talk given during a week long Satipaññā Insight Meditation Toronto retreat at Chapin Mill Retreat Centre, near Rochester, NY in 2015. |
Satipaññā Insight Meditation Toronto |
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2014-08-14 Train for Nibbana 37:00 |
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A commentary on the benefits of communal life – both monastic and lay – in keeping on the path to Nibbana. There is nothing else to do but practice with consideration and respect for ourselves and each other. Every moment in every life situation, we train the mind. We never give up inclining the mind towards the riches of the Path.. |
Satipanna Insight Meditation (SIMT) |
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2014-08-13 The Dhamma of Snow 30:18 |
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Satipanna Insight Meditation Toronto (SIMT) Retreat, Chapin Mill, Batavia, N.Y. |
Satipanna Insight Meditation (SIMT) |
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2014-08-11 I Give You My Bread 38:16 |
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Satipanna Insight Meditation Toronto (SIMT) Retreat, Chapin Mill, Batavia, N.Y. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2014-08-10 Dhamma MRI – Mindful, Radical Investigation 33:59 |
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How can we work through mental habits that are deeply rooted? With patience, courage, and penetrating discernment we scan the heart and identify our suffering. At last, waves of compassion, loving-kindness, joy, and calm arise to bless and heal us internally and in any difficult relationships with others. And, in so doing, we grow our Dhamma wings. |
Satipanna Insight Meditation (SIMT) |
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2014-07-19 Speaking of Violence 36:47 |
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If we can deal with the craziness of the mind, we can help to decrease the craziness and violence of the world. But we have to be so patient and keep faith with the process of of cleaning up our own violence. Even when the mind is hot, there will be some good will that we can touch – if we lean towards that which is kind and gentle – harmless – this can lead us towards fearlessness and acceptance. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2014-06-07 The Bricks and Mortar of Forgiveness 11:29 |
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A short reflection on forgiveness – what we can do when we just can’t forgive. How do we deal with difficult past relationships when forgiveness seems impossible? Examining our expectations in relationship and our capacity to forgive when others have let us down – without judgment of anyone including ourselves – we start to open into compassion. Let’s give ourselves and others a second chance. |
Canmore Theravada Buddhist Community |
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2013-06-30 Sacred Heart: First Inside the Temple 32:40 |
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First talk given inside the new Sati Saraniya Temple building. Within us we have a sacred space that we need to reclaim – the very space inside the heart. Here the Four Noble Truths come to life. Know our suffering, not blaming anyone or any conditions for it, see its origin within us, and right here, resolve it, uproot it. Here then, we realize suffering’s end, time and again. And so in clearing the heart, we clear the Path. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2012-11-22 Feast of Patience 17:25 |
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Can we not give vent to the wanting mind, not blame conditions nor allow discontentment to grow? Develop patience and persevere on the path. Know things as they are and accept them. Patience is the highest austerity. So change gears, and move away from old habits of mind by rubbing the dust out of your eyes. Weather difficult conditions. See the beginning of your suffering and end it in the ways of Dhamma. Plant good seeds. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2012-11-19 Spiritual Athlete 27:55 |
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Every Canadian knows Terry Fox, a teenage athlete who lost his leg to cancer, continued to train as a runner, and ran across Canada with one leg before he succumbed to his illness. His mission was to raise money for cancer research so others would not suffer. A legacy for our own journey – spiritual heroism, undaunted effort, magnanimous vision, valiant heart. The training begins now – for as along as it takes. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2012-04-12 A Wilderness Traveller 39:18 |
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A dear friend, Malini Weerasooriya, was a worthy example to us of a daughter of the Buddha. Fearless, patient and joyous throughout her pains as she neared death, she embodied one who had found the way out of the wilderness of the mind driven by ill-will, greed and delusion. Spiritual community can also strengthen us to blaze a trail through that wilderness, to trust and persevere, with mindfulness, faith and wisdom. We are ready to make sacrifices or even suffer for the treasures of the Path. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2012-04-07 Life-Saving Treasure 38:04 |
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A reflection on the Upaddha Sutta (Half of the Holy Life) about the importance of good friends, companions, and comrades on the Eightfold Noble Path. Good friends encourage and share in developing seclusion of mind, dispassion towards the sense pleasures of the world, and, ultimately, the cessation of suffering that leads to a lasting freedom and peace. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2011-11-26 Mapping the Beauty Within 35:51 |
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The Buddha has provided us with a map called the Eightfold Noble Path that can lead us to the gate of the Deathless. With diligence, we can discover an unshakeable peace and directly experience the beauty that lies within us. |
Satipaññā Insight Meditation Toronto |
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2011-11-20 I Sit Here in Blessing 10:58 |
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How can we care for ourselves and each other, using our formal meditation practice as a template for daily living? As we sit for meditation, mark an intuitive pathway through painful, burdensome mind states, teaching the mind to purify itself with every breath. Gradually, we overcome our sufferings. We glimpse the peace, happiness, clarity and freedom of heart that are within our reach. |
Satipaññā Insight Meditation Toronto |
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2011-10-14 Bhikkhuni Pioneers 35:39 |
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Ayya Medhanandi offers a historical perspective on the bhikkhuni tradition as well as insights on how to live with compassion in the world. She describes how the monastic communal experience provides abundant opportunities for the exploration of personal and collective aspirations to fulfill the goals of the Eightfold Noble Path and end suffering. |
Aloka Vihara Forest Monastery |
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2011-04-30 Noble Warming 38:25 |
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As we come to understand the wisdom of this Path, death becomes the least frightening thing in this world.The more we purify from within, the more we abide with a clarity of mind that bestows the ultimate seeing, our cosmic ordination, our unburdening from the sufferings of this realm. This will will be our Dhamma footprint. our noble warming.. |
Insight Meditation Society – Retreat Center : Holistic Awareness: Monastic Retreat |
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2011-04-15 Nuclear Free 26:30 |
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Our meditation practice will, in time, allow us to understand how to maintain a state of mind that is free from violence. We can learn how to reconcile the contamination in our minds with a heart that is pure, calm and peaceful. This is a magnificent offering of peace for the world. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2010-12-17 Medicine Heart Metta: Guided Forgiveness 41:09 |
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May you be well, happy, and peaceful. Learn how to connect with the radiant, loving energy in your heart. Dissolve your opinions and unwholesome attitudes and deepen a quintessential quality for the Path – forgiveness. It is the key to greater loving-kindness for all beings. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2010-01-01 Let E-go 23:51 |
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Our Dhamma practice builds an inner refuge that we can truly trust and rely on – a steadying influence through life’s challenges to help us meet them with greater wisdom, patience, and forgiveness. In the monastic setting, a dual focus on Dhamma and Vinaya, the monastic code of discipline, further strengthen our ability to let go of ego within the seclusion and support of spiritual community. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-11-22 Baptism of Fire 17:47 |
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Sometimes it takes an illness or a loss to wake up. The wheel of Dhamma turns us towards the centre point, where all the mind’s movements are stilled so that we can see the truth of suffering. Fear arises but we can observe it ceasing in the light of our inner spiritual work. Gently, patient and aware, with selflessness and noble intent, we persevere. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2009-11-20 Noble Subtrefuge – Four Royal Efforts 32:57 |
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How can we trick the mind out of its old habits? The Buddha emphasized the power of the four Right Efforts. These royal allies advance the mind to its highest potential, the supreme wisdom possible for a human being. We are here to work for and receive this, our rightful inheritance – awakening to the truth of the Dhamma through our own intuitive realizations. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-10-16 Empty of Fear 28:43 |
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A dedication to a member of the community who is in the last stages of life. She struggles with breathing but is composed and at peace with the process. We are reminded how important it is to train the mind while we are able to do so. A talk given at Quaker House, Ottawa. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-08-21 Energy Audit 22:46 |
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You can conduct an energy audit on the strength of your attention when you sit down to meditate. Notice if your attention is wavering and then patiently seal up the leaks so that your mind is no longer tempted by the world that the ego builds. A talk given at Quaker House for the Ottawa Buddhist Society. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-06-19 Opinions 33:20 |
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Are you watching your breath or watching your opinions? It is not enough to just watch the breath; you must reflect closely on what is arising. Come to the truth of the way things are by identifying and letting go of your opinions. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-04-04 Batik Buddha 38:54 |
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Ayya Medhanandi reflects on the meaning of the different mudras or hand gestures used by the Buddha himself when he gave teachings. Each represents an important quality for us to practise and develop such as fearlessness or compassion. You can see these mudras that she describes on the batik cloth that was gifted to the Ottawa Buddhist Society at https://ottawabuddhistsociety.com/about-the-obs/latvian-buddha-batik/ |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-03-19 Ice Melts 40:57 |
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We can know freedom from suffering when the light of dhamma (or truth) arises. This illumination will melt the impurities formed by unwholesome mind states. Oh, what a freedom! A talk given during a 10 day Ottawa Buddhist Society retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph Convent, Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2009. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-03-18 Fierce Gifts 36:07 |
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How do we overcome obstacles on the path? An obstacle can, in fact, provide a doorway into the opening of the heart. You can learn to be a spiritual ally to yourself and to others by cultivating loving-kindness and compassion. A talk given during a 10 day Ottawa Buddhist Society retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph convent in Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2009. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-03-17 Niagara Falls 14:25 |
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How can we become more aware of a thought arising? It seems like an underlying reservoir of thoughts is waiting to bubble up and flow just like Niagara Falls. By gently observing but not clinging to these thoughts, we can learn to train our focus on the present moment. Sustained pure attention like the unstoppable flow of the immense falls has a dramatic cleansing effect on the heart with equally transformative power. A talk given during an Ottawa Buddhist Society retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph Convent, Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2009. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-03-16 Barefoot and Empty-handed 47:58 |
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How can we become more aware of a thought arising? It seems like an underlying reservoir of thoughts is waiting to bubble up and flow just like Niagara Falls. By gently observing but not clinging to these thoughts, we can learn to train our focus on the present moment. The continuity of our pure attention like the unstoppable flow of the immense waterfalls has a dramatic cleansing effect on the heart with equally transformative power. A talk given during an Ottawa Buddhist Society retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph Convent, Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2009. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2009-03-15 Through the Eye of the Needle 51:02 |
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What happens when we sit in a sacred space and can empty and purify ourselves? We are able to taste only sacredness, to experience another level of being that is vast and without boundaries, to be in awe of the wondrous quality of the pure heart. A talk given during a 10 day retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph Convent, Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2009. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2008-12-19 Solstice Heart 34:24 |
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With the advent of the Winter Solstice – the shortest day of the year – comes the promise that the light will return. We can honour this principle in our practice by turning towards the light that is revealed in our own minds. The goodness and purity of this light can connect us to unconditional peace and love. A talk given at the Ottawa Buddhist Society in 2008. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2008-11-04 The Torah and the Triple Gem 1:13:35 |
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An autobiographical portrait of Ayya Medhanandi’s life, from her meeting with her first teacher in India in her early twenties to her career as a nutritionist and going forth to become a Theravada Buddhist nun. She notes the striking similarities between the tenets of her ancient Judaic faith and the principles of Theravada Buddhism. The inward journey goes beyond religious belief – crossing fixed boundaries for the sake of realizing our true spiritual heritage. A talk given at H.R. MacMillan Space Centre, Vancouver, Canada in 2008. |
H.R. MacMillan Space Center, Vancouver, B.C. |
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2008-11-03 Shoot Me First: Right Intention, Effort & Social Responsibility 1:17:35 |
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As we follow the steps of the Eightfold Noble Path, our hatred, greed, and delusion abate. We may yet suffer, but we use our suffering to fathom the meaning of it, see its causes, and see the possibility for ending suffering. The four Noble Truths come alive within. Invariably, our suffering manifests in many forms. It may never ‘end’ but it ceases to be a problem as our fear or aversion to it die. Persevering in this work is the way to make peace with our suffering. |
University of British Colombia |
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2008-10-30 Ascending the Altar 34:52 |
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What is renunciation? Patiently we learn how to let go of the thoughts and actions that enslave us to samsara. And we begin to understand what it takes to tame the ego and cultivate greater and greater compassion in its boundless quality. Through this magnificent process, we study the way to ascend the altar and sit with our teacher, the Buddha. |
Birken Forest Monastery |
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2008-09-25 The Good News 28:38 |
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Were you able to taste the silence? Do compelling thoughts continue to grab at you? Is it difficult to find the off button? Know that we all deal with these thoughts. We can train ourselves to practice in good conditions so that we are prepared for the vicissitudes of everyday life. We can indeed realize freedom. A talk given at a retreat at the Padua Centre in Montreal, Quebec in 2008. |
True North Insight : TNI Regular Talks |
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2008-09-24 Mirror Mirror on the Wall 32:14 |
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Is your mind full of the present moment at all times? We can learn to integrate our practice with our everyday lives as awareness develops when we are both on and off the meditation cushion. With diligence, we can realize a mind that is bright and radiant, full of joy and peace. A talk given at a True North Insight weekend retreat in the Padua Centre, Montreal, Canada. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2008-06-10 Commitment & Sacrifice 12:34 |
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The meaning of the words “commitment” and “sacrifice” are spoken of in relationship to taking vows and training as an anagārikā as well as to practice as a householder. Regardless of the form we use, it is possible for each of us to find an island of refuge in ourselves. A talk given during an Ottawa Buddhist Society 10 day retreat at the Sisters of St. Joseph Convent, Pembroke, Ontario, Canada in 2008. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2008-06-08 We Will Arrive – Forging a Path to Awakening 34:57 |
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How can we beat a path to awakening? Meditate and develop deep, wise insight, training like a spiritual athlete in this new millenium. Like forging a trail in dense forest, walk it again and again, courageously enduring difficulties to navigate beyond mental afflictions. Study the mind incisively and trust – we will arrive. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2008-05-11 A Good Pair of Boots 38:55 |
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We must not underestimate the significance of dedicating ourselves to the five precepts. Such a commitment to virtue provides a moral and ethical basis for life that will ultimately lessen our suffering. We find ourselves embodying qualities of truthfulness, kindness and care for ourselves and others that touch a new level of inner happiness, one of the factors of enlightenment. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2008-05-10 A Little Renunciation 32:45 |
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How training the mind in following precepts, such as the rules regarding the use of four monastic requisites – food, robes, shelter, and medicines, can win us greater patience, faith, gratitude, calm, courage, and mindfulness. Such ways of renunciation test our commitment to the path and teach us how to forgive and let go even our fears so that we harvest the riches of joy, compassion and inner peace. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2007-09-16 Noble Warming 1 40:04 |
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Singapore Buddhist Temple Retreat |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2007-04-05 Now in Session 39:14 |
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Step by step instructions on developing meditation practice by beginning with close attention to the breath. Gradually investigate the impermanent nature of wanting, aversion, sleepiness, restlessness, and doubt as they arise and overcome these five obstacles to practice. With curiosity and determination, return again and again to the breath. As the mind is stilled and purified, explore the clarity, calm and spaciousness of its vast inner depths. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2007-03-14 Rescue Remedy 46:43 |
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By practising awareness of your breath you will begin to understand your mental and physical processes and develop mindfulness. You will know what is happening as it happens, and you will be able to recognize a hindrance and turn it off. Spiritual regret for past unwholesome actions can develop and you will be able to abandon them and let go of a lifetime’s accumulation of baggage. A talk given at a 10 day Ottawa Buddhist Society retreat at the Galilee Centre, Arnprior, Ontario, Canada. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2007-03-12 Ethical Footprint 27:47 |
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How can we calm the mind in order to not be overwhelmed by thoughts and emotions? We can learn to live skillfully by realizing how the mind and body really work. Don’t be angry with your anger, don’t be caught up with your desires, don’t be overwhelmed by your delusion. But, go beyond and find an island of peace that can result in the ethical perfection that is known as enlightenment. A talk given during an Ottawa Buddhist Society 10 day retreat in Arnprior, Ontario, Canada. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2007-03-11 The Threads of Your Life: Guided Death Meditation 26:43 |
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When you move towards what is fearful step by step with courage, it is possible to overcome the darkest moments breath by breath. Draw together all the threads of your life, and let each one go strand by strand. A guided meditation on death at a 10 day retreat, Galilee Centre, Arnprior, Ontario Canada. |
Ottawa Buddhist Society |
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2006-12-10 On the Street Where You Live 32:25 |
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An alms mendicant’s perspectives on everyday relationships with parents, family, friends and those not so friendly. How we can redeem what may seem like a hopeless dynamic through unwaveringly and patiently insisting on seeking out the goodness in others even in the face of hostility or rejection on their part. A talk given at a 10 day retreat at Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand in 2006. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2006-04-23 Dhamma Wings 7:47 |
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Practice means we keep trying to purify the mind and strengthen our commitment to the precepts. There is no failure – we just begin again and again until we find our Dhamma wings. A short talk given during a Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) retreat in Toronto. |
Toronto Theravada Buddhist Community (TBC) |
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2005-10-01 Crossing Boundaries 9:10 |
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While living in New Zealand, Ayya Medhanandi pays respects to the relics of St. Therese de Lisieux that were brought to the Catholic Cathedral in Wellington during a world tour. In this interview for the Catholic diocese, she reflects on what drew her to the spirituality of St. Therese. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2004-12-05 How Do I Know I’m Deluded? 37:03 |
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Seeing the honest truth of the mind’s delusion can teach us to develop a healthy mind and know true happiness. It is a doorway to freedom, opened through mental cultivation including loving-kindness and compassion for ourselves and all beings. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2002-12-13 I Just Wanted Some Toothpaste 38:18 |
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Birth, aging, death, pain, sorrow, lamentation are all dukkha. There is pain and there is the way out of pain. That is the cultivation of the Noble Eightfold Path. By sitting, accepting and letting go, we walk the Middle Way and follow the laws of Dhamma. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2002-12-12 The Poison Arrow 46:43 |
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Stokes Valley Monastery Retreat, New Zealand The poison arrow of ignorance spreads its toxins through passion, desire and ill will. By sitting still, applying mindfulness and surrendering to what is, the right view will illuminate our minds and will help us extract the arrow and heal the wound. |
Sati Saraniya Hermitage |
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2002-12-11 I Am of the Nature to Die 44:24 |
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The Buddha frees his sister, Nanda, from personal vanity when she develops insight into the impermanence of life. Ayya Medhanandi relates this to her training as a bhikkhuni. A talk given during a 10-day retreat at Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand in 2002. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2002-12-10 A Mind Empowered 5 Ways 34:01 |
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Learn how we can turn our mental capacities into the spiritual powers of faith, energy, mindfulness, concentration and wisdom. With Right View and a deepened understanding of the Four Noble Truths, we develop a readiness to love, thereby vanquishing hatred. A talk given during a 10-day retreat at Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand in 2002. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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2002-12-09 Chariot to Nibbana 57:21 |
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What is the best chariot according to the Dhamma? A commentary on the Buddha’s conversation with Ananda about the noble vehicle that will carry you victoriously along the spiritual path – to Nibbana, full awakening. A talk given at a 10-day retreat in Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand in 2002. |
Bodhinyanarama Monastery, Stokes Valley, New Zealand |
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1998-11-15 The Way of the Mystic 56:25 |
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A reflection on the tale of Patacara’s meeting with the Buddha after the deaths of her sons, husband, and parents and how she attains equanimity in the face of great suffering. A talk given at Amaravati Buddhist Monastery, UK, Death & Dying Retreat. |
Amaravati Monastery |
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1996-11-10 A Pilgrimage of Trust 40:45 |
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A guided meditation on death and dying – the final steps in our life’s journey. Balance, mindfulness and faith teach us to touch the joy of the present moment as a spiritual pilgrim. Given at Amaravati Buddhist Monastery, UK, Death & Dying Retreat in 1996. |
Amaravati Monastery |
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1996-11-09 Joy is Hidden in Sorrow 44:14 |
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Death & Dying Retreat – Every moment is an opportunity to transform ourselves by understanding things as they really are and opening to the natural law of life and death. We learn what death is and how to find true peace by following the Noble Eightfold Path and living and dying skilfully. |
Amaravati Monastery |
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